June 2011
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iamyourlittleexperiment:
I want to and need to cut.
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Just cut. FUCK.
2 weeks clean. 0 days clean.
:’( Knew it wouldn’t last.
May 2011
181 posts
sodarlingplease-deactivated2011 asked: I care about you. Your blog makes me so sad, but I am constantly drawn to it. If there's anything I can ever do to help you, or even if you just need someone to talk to, please let me know. :) Stay strong, lovely.
Anonymous asked: how does cutting yourself make you feel? does it help you get thru things? how do you feel when you do it? <3 <3
innocent-secrets-deactivated201 asked: Hey, Please don't give up.
Promise me you won't.
Message me, you can talk to me if you want, I've been in your situation before... just don't give up <33
Promise me you won't.
Message me, you can talk to me if you want, I've been in your situation before... just don't give up <33
perfectl0vechild asked: or I like to think I've stopped o.o
12 days without though o.o
12 days without though o.o
teacups-and-paintedroses-deacti asked: Hi, deary. I'm sorry that you're not doing too well. Feel free to message me if you ever need to talk. I'll listen. I'll talk back. I know it sounds lame and cliche and you don't know me, but I'm here for you.
take care xxx
take care xxx
Anonymous asked: I care!
perfectl0vechild asked: Hello :3 thanks for following <3
following back..
I used to do self harm.... or I try to stop !
following back..
I used to do self harm.... or I try to stop !
duckhouse asked: I care, don't give up <3
Talk to me, doesn't matter what about :)
I'll be here for you
Talk to me, doesn't matter what about :)
I'll be here for you
Anonymous asked: You know you're not alone :)
Anonymous asked: What is that film called with the guy holding the gun to his head the gif?? wanted to know for ages
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I can't do this anymore.
I really, really can’t.
I try every day, to put on a brave face, try to get through.
Every fucking day.
Tell myself it will get better.
“I’m fine” ”I’m ok” I say.
Fake smiles.
But nothing changes, if anything it gets harder.
I don’t want to die. I don’t think I want to die.
I just really can’t live like this anymore.
I...
I can't stop crying
Might as well just delete this.
Not like anyone gives a shit about me on here either anyway.
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What a fucking horrible day :’(
Went into school feeling terrible as usual, had to try and stop myself bursting into tears numerous times. Had my weekly meeting with the school counsellor, who knows nothing about my self harm, yet for some reason at the end of the session, she handed me a self harm leaflet and said “there are lots of people you can talk to.. you can just have a look...
9274) If you really knew me, you would know that...
I cut up my wrist again..
aliethatmakesmebleed:
I wish I could feel bad about it, but I don’t.
It looks beautiful.
I love the look of blood red cuts against my pale skin. I don’t know why..It’s just, they tell a story.
I look at all my scars and I remember when I made each one, Why I did it. It reminds me that I’m real. That I’m alive.
Whenever I don’t have any fresh cuts,Its like I lose myself. I hate just having...
hh-3 asked: :) well if you ever need to talk to a randomer ;).. im always here :) <3
hh-3 asked: ahh okkay :). and I wish I could help <3 :)
i don't want to die, i don't want to live.
hh-3 asked: Do you have bbm? :')
hh-3 asked: oh.. /: whats wrong? <3 and yeh im good thankyou :)
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Cross the line if your biggest fear is trusting...
I honestly wish I were dead right now.
cryptic-ghost:
Why am I such a fuck up? Why can’t I do anything right? Why isn’t anything good enough for me? Why am I so stupid and selfish and wrong?
I hate how people don't understand.
wishiwastoodeadtocare:
When they see my scars it’s like
They want to kill themselves.
That’s not it at all, it’s how I cope.
It’s my survival technique, to take away the emotional pain and keep me going.
“You can look at a scar and see hurt or you can look at a scar and see healing”
- A very smart girl I know, Brittany. x
hh-3 asked: How are you? :)
hh-3 asked: Helloo :) I lovee your url :) <3
Anonymous asked: <3
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FUCK.
Just cut again :’(
I can’t even control it.